儘量不要將自己的過失找藉口。不得不認，一開始自己沒有站穩腳步才會釀成今天的局面。我考慮很久，我的工作能力無限大可是在現在的職場就是發揮不了！興趣？乏！我現在的工作就是為了錢而作的。

在開始的時候，覺得創業是一件“有意義”，“好玩” 的事。這樣貧賤夫妻一起創業就可以和老公有種“革命情感”這樣就會豐富我們的故事。在開始初期，真的有種從天堂掉進地獄的感覺，排山倒海來的是解決不完的問題。這個時候我能做的是“失去理智”對於獅子座的我來說什麽擁有過人的領袖特質。。。都是廢話！簡直就是分寸大亂！沒有時間，沒人帶領，沒有制度，沒有雄厚財力誤打誤撞被拖進這個行業。就這樣，我“渾渾噩噩”“行尸走肉”過了一年第一個階段。

To Be Contiue

夫妻间常为了一些芝麻绿豆的事而闹脾气，不过时候都觉得大家都太傻。状况有很多种，有的可以弥补，有的不可以回头看，有的需要沟通，有的是非得走到最后一步。。。。。

状况一

每次在准备就寝时，她就提出要聊天，他就表示很累了
她：你对着电脑，电视，游戏机都不见你喊累？
他：就是把精力全部花完了，现在想要睡觉
她：你可以把部分精力花在我身上吗？

状况二

夫妻为了柴米油盐，酱醋茶的事而感到压力时
她：不如我们谈谈好吗？
他：这些事让我去烦就好了，你不需要担心，我会处理
她：夫妻不就是一体成型的吗？你烦就应该，我烦就活该？

我就是这样！

任性是我的天性，你爱的不就是这样的我吗？
暴躁是我的权利，你所接受的我就是这样！

我对于他们成见已经太深，我没有办法接受他们所作的任何事情，最好不用我面对他们任何一个人！

最近的我简直是濒临奔溃，有一天被阿姨的一句简单的问话，戳中我的要害，我当场就溃提，哭得不像人样，想想这一切都是由我回来sibu之后才有的烦恼。责任大了，肩膀也要变得更加厚实，懂得承担。可是我不能适应。发生什么事情，你都说你会打算，让你去烦。你也不想想，你烦不就是烦到我吗？我们是一体的，我能袖手旁观吗？

我的情绪就像过山车，忽高忽低，时起时落，我很难过，我没有过这么痛苦，什么都好像冲着我来似的。只要是好我处理的事，就是做不好。如果这是考验，我就要举白旗了。我没有这样的能力！

Touch Wedding Studio --- Kuching

So, today I'm going to blog about my pre-wedding photo shooting studio.

At the very first, I've chose Jacky Studio (kuching) to take my shooting, but I ended up with Touch wedding studio (kuching). As we all knew, wedding studio was very cunning in b'ness, but I had predicted all the circumstanses that I'm going to meet, I think I'm "kinda" well prepared for all those.

It was very last minute to substitute Touch wedding as one, so I had no time to go through all the detail in the package. Plus one of my ex-college mate just took their wed-pic there, so I suppose shouldnt be any problem.

Everything went well until I came to choose my picture. I follow EXACTLY what was offered in the package, 21 poses for album, their staff was trying soooooo hard convincing me to add more, I was very determine to SAVE money so no adding in album BUT add a few pieces 4R photo apart from that 21 poses. I did upgrade one of my photo frame into a bigger size.

So total up I need to pay about RM500+ in additional. Everything sounds alright? Okie, so I tell them I'll clear all the remaining balance when I'm here to take my album (nothing wrong right?)

But! I was told to clear that additional RM500+ ON THE SPOT!!! Before I STEP out the door! At first, I told them I'll bankin to them once I'm back in Sibu as I diddnt bring my cheque with me + I had no enough cash for it. Okie, they insisted me to pay at least RM50 for deposit, and been telling watsoever RULES that we need to follow!!!

I was VEry pissed! Cos I knew they gave so many priviledge to my fren and I CANT enjoy any of it! I need to drive my own car to take outdoor picture cos THIS IS COMPANY RULES?!!!?!?!? I dont get it!!! NOT AT ALL!!

Okie fine, so I decided not to pay a single cts anymore until I get my album! Guees what? they told me I wasnt allowed to backout, cos they already proceed my order to add!! The actual rules they told me the other day is another version, which is : If customer didnt clear the additional, they cannot proceed.

I told them; If that's the case, I wont add any additional, I'll keep to my package! And the manager said: okie fine, so no additional!


(()(^%&%&^*&)(^&%^%&^(*(*)(%%#$@#@#@#^&*_)+

Then we came to put reservation for the actual day wedding gown, and they told me the one I selected was FULLY BOOKED in DEC, no matter how I tell them to give me that particular one, they said NOT POSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


So this is what all I get from them......I'm speechless

终于把结婚的第一步骤完成，也是第一个开始。




昨天早班机回家，第一件事就飞扑到睡床昏睡一个上午结果搞到头痛一整天！此次行程实在有点忙，有点赶，同时有点气！




又是为了拍照的事



不过最开心的是可以和我家的于嘉见面了！！真的很疼的下！尤其那嘟嘟的脸庞！！不禁的吻了好几下！

放了接近一星期的假期，有点懒了！回到办公室不知要从何开始工作。。。。哈哈哈哈

哎还是照片会说话，我也不多写了。

Chicken Risotto

Seafood palette

在机场，做好安全措施

结婚照的造型

Simple Living Life-Style

睡觉睡到自然醒。。。这是唯有假日可以做的美梦。

以往weekend就是我搏杀的时候，匆忙吃饭，匆忙的休息后就要开工。看见别人悠哉的娱乐自己，有的打牌，有的在星期六玩到凌晨，隔日就昏睡一整天。我的生活永远和人颠覆。现在回想可谓回味无穷。然而我现在过得也不错，多了的是时间，还有和老公一致的生活步伐。假日可以走街，可以买买东西，看部DVD，煮简单的晚餐，然后去晚场的主日崇拜，还挺写意。



这是我的战利品。。。是送给我家的“长女”。。。哈哈哈

给老公服的面膜。。开架式产品

反观过去，虽然忙碌，却很充实。现在我和大多数人都相同，我也渐渐习惯和学习这样过生活。。。





又是星期一。。。。。。。。。。。。。。







回到工作岗位上



吃着简单早餐



又是一个星期的开始

还是很郁卒！！！截至早上为止我还在为去古晋住哪里而烦！好在古晋亲戚多不必要花钱住外面。

每天都在等等等。。。。等拍照，在想会拍成怎样，好多东西要买，要多事情还没做，老公头发还没染，我的指甲还没彩绘，我的手臂还是一样大！



哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

濒临奔溃！！

还有“朋友”过于表现“关心”也造成我的负担。想要对“她”说声:谢谢关心，下次不见！！

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

Felt much more better now. Was'nt that pissed anymore, felt like eating McDonald McFlurry oreo right now!!!!


Yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Droooooooolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

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I LOST MY BLOG DUE TO DISCONNECTION OF INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND IT WAS UNSAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Let me start ALLLLL over again......


I havent slept well for 3 days, officially since the day I decided to replace Jacky studio to Wedding Touch studio for my pre-wedding shooting.

By comparing both package offered at same pricing, Wedding Touch is definitely more worth it de lor


Since beginning of year, I was trying to lose some weights for the shooting, but i ended "maintaining" my overly heavy weights really well lo!!!!! I think this is ONE of the reason that I couldnt sleep well and dreamt of. So I deccided to confront to my husband what I'm thinking and fret about, the conversation start like this.....


me:"people tell me must lose some weights if not wouldnt look good in white gown"
him:"aiya...why you always fret over small matter? "
me:" I'm only in charge these matter right? You fret over money, and that's not my worry!! I was TOLD by YOU do not worry about money, why you complained?"

!!@$$&$%^%%^*&*&($@!*%$#%^*u%e*&*^$^*&^%

The conversation ended as usual, both get really grumpy!


Above story was written based on REAL-LIFE -STORY provided by me SARA SIA!!!!!
A very good reference for couples who thinking of Marriage!

THINK TRIPLE!!!!!

婚礼不是婚姻! 可以将婚礼办的得体，妥当不等同于婚姻的经营。

我在我姐的婚礼过程就学会繁文缛节是多么的让人头痛，根本是在考验一对新人嘛！好在我老公还很坚定的把婚结完....有时真的会把结婚的最终目的给混淆

就由拍拖开始说起，一切都好好的，就是因为太好而被催婚！以前无论他做什么都顺眼，每句话都觉得有道理，非常合拍，好吧！既然长辈都催促，就顺下他们的意。

结果殊不知。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
有太多的考量，顾虑。。。



和人相处是最难的吧， 老公就说还会迁就下，换是附加的人就很难忍咯！其实都是生活细节。所以“试婚”非常重要。



原来单纯的要两个人在一起是非常艰辛的一条路，好几次我都想要放弃尤其是在这条路上多了其他人的加入，原本简单两人的事变成三个人的事，原本的容量必须包容更多的事！而且老公会把期望调高，是很高，很高！！！



不是秉持“老来从子，传宗接代”的说，说什么都要等等等等！！！！！

我开始有压力！下个月就要拍婚纱照，体重还依然，不过这些都不是重点而是钱呀！很烦！

Well, its 3rd of june, one more day to welcome the arrival of Mr chieng's b'day!!!! As usual, I wasnt aware it's just around the corner until one of his friend told me that!! It happened b'cos I already gave him the present ages ago and i blogged about it!!! "whott~" relief

I was abit regretted that i gave him the present too early, b'cos I cant keep any secret behind him! hahahaha....So, i decided to do something more for another round of suprise this year. I was thinking to get a cake, store in the fridge ask him to check it out at sharp 12am. Tot this is all about it?...no way~~ too lame

I've been designing my photo and "thinking" to frame it with a pretty frame! This is actually LAST YEAR idea gift.....Of course, last year gift is still "in-the-making" ....hahahaha....

I told anna about my idea of doing something like that, she then recommended me of this soft ware named "andreamosaic" which i can put tones of pic into one! How great huh?? and i MADE it!......hahaha....

I found this piece when I browse tru albums from one of my anty house last weekend. My anty was away for holidays with her family, I was assigned to look after the house b'cos--------they just bought a plasma and worried it might be stolen!...hahhaaa.............

I cannot help from laughing at this picture, this is just way toooooo old picture and so do those toys we hold in our handsss....LOllllllllzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

okie let's start from the left: It was buikee sitting so straight up holding her dolls, looking so arrogant (quote from frederick), and me smiling so naive-ly, Then comes to builing (RIGHT) does anybody notice wat she's holding in her hands? the super scary dollsssssssssssssssss, with scars all over it's face!!! Lolssszzzz

It was such a sweet memory!! Look, there were no digital camera for us to take a preview after every shoot was shot, and this came out so natural! Sweetttttt~~~